Chapter 3: Changes of the Heart
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Anna was already up early by the time Raziel stopped into her room. Considering the circumstances of her arrival to this place, she wasn’t too thrilled to see him again, understandably. However, she understood the role she was obligated to play in the meantime, so she forced a polite smile and spoke as sweetly as she could muster. “Why, good morning My Lord,” she said. “What am I to do today?” She attempted not to sound over-enthusiastic, it being the antithesis of her true feelings. Raziel didn’t seem to pick
up on the act, and if he did, he wasn’t letting on. He returned her smile
and answered, “Today, I am to familiarize you with your surroundings, so
regular tasks are not too hindering for you.” He already headed towards
the door before stopping to look over his shoulder at her. “Step this way,”
he added.
Needless to say, over the course of the first few weeks, Anna was hesitant to put any sort of trust in her “master”, although she was tempted to, at times. She often wondered if she should soften herself a bit, but her instincts knew otherwise. However, on one of her working days, that began to change... Anna was just finishing with her task of organizing the books in the library, when curiosity took over and she began to look through the book she was dusting. She became quite fascinated, despite herself. Leafing through the worn-down pages, she began to understand the history and position of the vampires of Nosgoth better than before. I wonder ... I wonder if Mother was wrong about vampires being ... evil, she thought to herself. Maybe they’re just misunderstood... “Interesting, is it not?”,
came a voice from behind her.
“Yes, indeed we do,” he replied
calmly. “Though most of it is Lord Kain’s history and Vorador’s.”
The two were awkwardly silent
for a moment, before Raziel spoke up.
Later that evening, when she had finished all of her duties around the Sanctuary, she had decided to go for a walk outside. Pulling her coat tight around her, she walked across the open courtyard, her mind constantly troubled. She was beginning to enjoy being here, but at the same time, she missed her family. Quite a lot, at times. But somehow, spending her time with Raziel made her stay more pleasant. She didn’t know what it was about him that was so ... comforting. She ventured to guess that it was probably his personality and charm, above all other things. Presently, she was joined
by Raziel. She smiled, happy to see him again.
They walked quietly for a
moment, neither knowing what to say next. A few minutes later, the silence
was broken by Anna.
Anna understood that she had touched upon a delicate subject, and planned out her next words carefully. Before she knew what she was doing, she found herself reaching for his clawed hand comfortingly, and sitting him down with her on a nearby stone. He looked up at her with great surprise. She hesitated a moment before saying, “And that is something I have never agreed with, and never will agree with, among my people. What you are is something you can’t help, and it’s wrong of them to judge you for that.” Anna sighed and looked down for the slightest of moments before turning her bright blue eyes back to Raziel, only to find him watching her intently. She was surprised to see him hanging upon her every word. She smiled before continuing. “But that is not my way. And it never will be. I may not have ... ‘arrived’ here upon my own free will...,” she said softly. She hesitated for a moment before confessing, “...But I’ve begun to feel at home here. You’re not at all like the way my mother once depicted vampires.” Raziel was speechless for
a long time before managing to say quietly. “Thank you.”
Raziel watched her go and sighed heavily. What is it about that girl that awakens such ... confusing emotions?, he wondered to himself. Could I ...? Impossible. The idea of it. Shaking his head doubtfully, he stood and retreated indoors. Needless to say, Anna and Raziel grew quite close over the next few months. About a year or so since her arrival to the vampire kingdom, they even became lovers, but secretly. None of the others knew about it, for if they did, they knew the price would be a heavy one... |
*Proofed by Wolf Raziel