Raziel clung to himself and squeezed
his eyes shut tighter, trying to swallow the burning lump in his throat.
He had lain like this for hours, or days, millennia. It didn’t matter;
all time became an endless parade of blackness and pain.
Very slowly Raziel realised that
he was becoming aware of his surroundings. He was not, as he had previously
thought, free-floating in the endless sea of the Abyss. He lay spread-eagled
on his back on a hard, black obsidian floor, gazing up at a ceiling too
high to contemplate. Obsidian ornamentation covered the otherwise plain
black walls, etchings in a language he didn’t comprehend scrawled their
way around them.
Exerting a great effort to raise
himself with both hands, Raziel the Fallen sat up and put one clawed hand
to his forehead, eyes shut. Finally he brought himself to study his impossibly
changed body. His skin, once a vision in marble, was a deep blue, and he
soon discovered that his lower jaw had been rent from him completely. Bone
and muscle and flesh had seemingly melded into some new, tougher substance,
though his ribs and spine remained largely exposed. After studying himself
for an unknown amount of time, Raziel steeled himself, a set determination
in his eyes, and stood up. Picking up the remnants of his banner-like cloak,
he slung it over his shoulders, partially covering his scarred face, and
started to walk towards a large, dark opening in one of the obsidian walls.

This place is quite obviously deep
underground, thought Raziel, taking in his surroundings as he continued
to walk on silent feet along a gently winding corridor. Ahead of him he
could make out a gently throbbing red light seeping from a small doorway.
He slowed his pace, warily bending slightly to see into the room before
he entered. The red light threw a strange cast on everything in the surprisingly
small, low-ceilinged room. Raziel stepped inside and was struck by the
silence that was latent in the air of this confined space. The light had
no apparent source, so Raziel began to study the walls once more. They
were made of the same smooth, almost reflective obsidian, and there were
inscriptions and drawings covering the entire surface. He traced a claw
over a short sequence of pictures, showing various beings in torment and
chaos, and one solid, unchanging figure always standing over them in the
background, ever-present in a world full of malice and confusion. He frowned,
moving onto the next wall.
“Im glad you appreciate my saga.” A
deceptively soft voice came from behind Raziel. He spun around, feet spread
solidly, ready to fight. A vaguely humanoid shape of projected red light
spread across the whole wall. Raziel lowered his hands slightly.
“Who are you? Where am I?” He asked,
finding he could easily speak even without the use of his lower jaw. The
figure appeared to shake slightly, in laughter or perhaps simply because
of its flimsy projection.
“You are in my domain.” It simply said.
“I have summoned you here from your eternal torment in the abyss to offer
you a choice.” The voice resonated around the small room. Raziel raised
one eyebrow in a quizzical look, and finally abandoned his defensive stance.
“What kind of choice.” He said. “Torment
me not with false promises, whatever you are. Send me back to my peaceful,
everlasting death.”
The red light figure grew immensely,
seemingly filling the entire room with its presence. It towered over Raziel,
and he took a step back instinctively.
“I admire your spirit, Raziel.” It intoned.
“But, know that though I offer you a choice to be made of your own free
will, your fate is pre-ordained.”
Raziel laughed bitterly. “Then what
kind of choice is it you offer me, that I may make of free will and yet
be guided in my decision by cruel destiny?” he asked. The being remained
silent for a moment, and then shrunk slightly, back to its original size.
The high pressure in the small room abated slightly.
“It is a simple choice, Raziel. I am
offering you the chance to create an entirely new, parallel yet ultimately
different destiny than the one that you are already hurtling towards.”
The voice paused, as if taking breath. “Become my agent, Raziel.” The voice
was deep and clipped, and the silence that followed rung in Raziel’s ears
in the small room. “Become my Angel of Death, my… Soul Reaver, and avert
the course that history is forcing you to take which will only lead in
inevitable death.”
Raziel frowned again, serious questions
nagging at him that he felt were better not to ask at the present moment.
He waited for the being to continue.
“Even now you try to redeem yourself
in your head for your betrayal of your brethren.” The voice said solemnly,
and then broke into sudden, chilling laughter. “There is no need for you
to create a fiction of your own righteousness for your personal use!”
Raziel clenched his fists and raised
one of them at the red light being.
“My brethren suffered no betrayal from
mine own hands!” He exclaimed loudly. “I was the one who suffered at their
unmerciful hands for a crime with went uncommitted.” The red light being
continued to chuckle softly.
“I find it highly amusing how you have
deluded yourself into thinking, in those many eons you cowered in the “Abyss”,
oblivious to all around you, that you are some kind of martyr!” The projection
shook with violent laughter. “Very well. I shall grace you with the story
of your own history, which you have neatly erased from your mind while
you basked in insanity. Do you not remember wreaking an arcane contract
with a bloodthirsty spirit that if you slaughtered huge ranks of your vampire
kinsmen to fuel the needs of this spirit, that you would be granted power
over your equals?” The being appeared to be regarding Raziel with amusement
as he stumbled back against the obsidian wall opposite the projection,
eyes wild.
“Do you not remember massacring your
brothers in the name of this nameless spirit, and revelling in the power
it fed to you? Do you not remember Kain, your sire, finding you drinking
the blood of one of your own brothers, and in deep pity, not ordering the
execution of his first-born, but ordering your confinement? Have you forgotten
the millennia you spent chained to the pillars of Nosgoth, under constant
solemn watch by your kin, while you raved and slowly drove yourself insane?”
The voice trailed off, leaving Raziel taking ragged breaths as he pressed
himself up against the wall, shaking his head.
“No, you lie… I was outcast for being
favoured; Kain was jealous-“ he broke off, inhaling loudly. The voice was
silent, though Raziel could see it shaking in silent laughter.
“Become mine, Raziel, lest you take
up the path your destiny is painting for you and Kain slays you in the
name of all things holy.”
Raziel took another deep breath, and
stepped forward again, regaining his composure as much as he found possible.
“What is it that you wish me to do?”
he asked warily.
“You will slay Kain and restore balance
to the world. My balance.” Raziel inclined his head slightly. ‘My’ balance?
He thought.
“I see you will need some educating.
Right at this very moment, my peer, my most hated other half, speaks unto
Kain as I speak unto you. Kain is assuming his destined role as the guardian
of balance in the name of my other half. You will assume the role of my
Soul Reaver, and you shall put Kain back in his place and restore Nosgoth
and its inhabitants to their rightful role, as the purveyors of evil! The
Kindred have long slipped in their duties; they have grown negligent of
their origins and purposes. Kain is the culmination of millennia of tampering
by my other half. Vampires doing things in the name of nobility and balance,
indeed!” The voice grew louder and louder, and Raziel was forced to clamp
his hands over his ears as the resonating voice boomed in the tiny room.
He screwed his eyes shut in an attempt to evade the towering animosity
emanating from this projection. The voice paused, and continued in a quieter
and more composed tone.
“The Kindred are not elements of order
and neutrality. They are my children, children of chaos and disorder, of
evil and power. My other half has tampered long enough, and has corrupted
my children of chaos. I did not intend them to exist in harmony with all,
for harmony to exist there must also be chaos and corruption.” The voice
seemed to sigh. “And so, Raziel, wilt thou take up the gauntlet?”
Raziel put a hand to his forehead and
closed his eyes again. This was too much to take, he needed time to process
everything this being was trying to tell him.
“DOST THOU ACCEPT THY DESTINY, RAZIEL!”
The voice thundered, the force throwing Raziel against the wall. He crumpled
to the ground and pushed himself up, trembling, with both hands. He no
longer cared for anything, and turning back to the projection, eyes blazing
red in the light, he ripped his makeshift cloak from his body and tossed
it on the floor.
“I accept.” He said, and the projection
vanished, plunging Raziel into utter darkness.
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